Certain people become terorist
to the whole world its a crisis
causing bloods and pains
driving people insane
certain religion and race are blame
isn’t the scenario is too lame
no religion to kill
no bomb with no bill
cant you see its a sick game
to win the heartless hall of fame
perhaps taking chance of another war
trying to flick the world roar
people, be smart…
dont make a war to start!
Sitting in between
Healing the heart in steam
nightmare in your dream
and life still goes on
realize, you must move on
stop trying to hang on
cross the red light!
raise a hand to fight!
book your flight!
dont just hold the kite
start to get a bite
and make your brain bright!!
It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now found the love of my life
Passes things get more comfortable
everything is going right
and after all the obstacles
its good to see you now with someone else
and its such a miracle that you and me are still godd friends
after all that we’ve been through
i know we’re cool
we used to think it was imposible
now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
time always kills the pain
remember harbour boulevard
the dreaming days where the mess was made
look how all the kids have grown
we have changed, but we’re still the same
after all that we’ve been through
i know we’re cool
and i’ll be happy for you
if you can be happy for me
circles and triangle,
and now we’re hangin’ out with your new girlfriend
so far from where we’ve been
i know we’re cool
I’ve never been so happy like this, beeing with you is my happiness.You’re my true love. You’re the best boyfriend I’ve ever have, thankyou for being so wonderfull.
kadang yang terbaik kita dapat belum tentu yang sebenarnya terbaik, dan kadang kita nggak sadar kalau yang terbaik sebenarnya sudah didepan mata dan suka terabaikan.
Semua kejadian dan jalan yang diambil selalu ada hikmahnya, mungkin kita harus melepaskan seseorang untuk mendapatkan yang lebih baik.
Kadang memberikan kesempatan pada seseorang bisa merupakan kesempatan kita sendiri untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik untuk diri kita sendiri.
once, i wrote a letter:
"Even my head keep telling me to stop loving you but my heart keep telling me different. It’s like logic and feeling are debating with eachother and its driving me nuts. That is why I’ve been really annoying and unpredictable"
ended with me taking the chance being with him, ignoring all the rules…all the words…and today im so happy with my decision, all these times the heartache means everything..im so glad its all ever happend and taking me towards you, Bintang Bryandaputra 
luv u so much
Ku adalah kenangan yang tak ingin kau lupakan
ku adalah bagian yang tak dapat kau kuburkan
dusta dan kebohongan tentang yg pernah terjadi
dengan senyum pemenang kau menghalau segala hal yang benar
kau hanyalah seorang pengecut yang hanya mampu bicara
kau bahkan tak mengerti apa arti cinta yang sesungguhnya
katakan bagaimana kau sembunyikan sgalanya
katakan bagaimana kau mengubahku
kau pendusta yang terendah dan pecundang yg terbuang
katakan bagaimana kau pudarkan batas cinta dan benci
aku tak lagi mengenalimu
kata-katamu hilang dalam waktu dan retak dihatiku
berkeping keping seribu dan hilang lenyap dalam debu
The exact words for the worse heartache i’ve ever been into is the song i’ve written above ;
full af anger and questions
since it was a heartache from my first love
but today i can tell…
i never regret it ever happened.
it makes me realize more than i ever know
makes me understands about love even deeper
im so lucky ….it makes me so strong that i cant imagine
somehow it kept me save and warm
and i never say thank you for that
even i already over it
but it was something i will never forget
Because of what happened back then,
i learn so much more…
and today im with the love of my life
the love that i know it will last forever
and its al because of what ive learned back then
thank you for all that
i may not be in the world i want
but i’m in the world that is real
i may not been happy all the time
but the tears makes me happier in the end
i may not been okay all the time
but the pain makes me a stronger person
i may not have the love from the people i expect
but i know im loved by my friends and boyfriend
i may not been company when is needed
but myself always be here indeed
I may not have everything i ever wanted
but i have enough to be greatfull
